SMack!

Pain & Pleasure

by carol - 18.01.1998

Never did i think that to have a collar *locked* about my neck would give me the feeling of Security, Safety and Control all at once. i love my Master. The pain i feel from His whip, or His hand, or whatever He chooses to use is for Him. The tears i cry when His whip caresses my skin, is for Him. He never hits me in anger, but in Love. This was a hard concept for me to grasp, but now i know, now i feel. Being a submissive woman does not mean i'm a doormat, nor does it give anyone the right to *beat* me, but it does give me the joy of kneeling in front of my Master, kissing His whip then thanking Him for using it on me. Does this make me sick? No, it makes me what i am … A woman who takes pleasure in feeling pain. It takes me to levels i never dreamed imaginable. W/we both push our limits together, never apart. W/we are a team, we are two joining together to make one. Without the joint effort there would be nothing.

*I love you, Master*